i never knew i needed..

for the way you've changed my plans
for being the perfect distraction
for the way you took the idea that i had
of everything that i wanted to have
and made me see there was something missing
for the ending of my first begin
and for the rare and unexpected friend
for the way you’re something that i never choose
but at the same time something i don’t wanna lose
and never wanna be without ever again

you’re the best thing i never knew i needed
so when you were here i had no idea
you’re the best thing i never knew i needed
so now it’s so clear i need you here always

my accidental happily, ever after
the way you slime and how you comfort me, with your laughter
i must admit you weren't a part of my book
but now if you open it up and take a look
you’re the beginning and the end of every chapter

you’re the best thing i never knew i needed
so when you were here i had no idea
you’re the best thing i never knew i needed
so now it’s so clear i need you here always

who’d knew that i’d be here
so unexpectedly
undeniablely happy
said with you right here, right here next to me

you’re the best thing i never knew i needed
so when you were here i had no idea
you’re the best thing i never knew i needed
so now it’s so clear i need you here always

what's a man to do..

'Someone tell me.. what's a man to do, when he's loving two.
And he don't wanna lie, but he can't tell the truth.

What's a man to do, when he's loving two.
But he can't keep his heart, in two different places..'




there are days when it seems like usher is telling the story of my life..

JOY..

The following song is Joy by Johnta Austin..
can't stop listening to this song, it brings me joy..
even waking up with this song is so easy..
love the sound of the song.. and his voice anyway!

we all love the Hills

Lauren Conrad: 'All thats left to do is forgive and forget. I wanna forgive you...and i wanna forget you.'

'Love is not a maybe thing, you know when you love someone.'

'You should have a guy that makes you feel happier, not upset. I don’t think that’s too much to ask for.'

'Boys are like purses. You're always gonna have that one boy that you're always comfortable with and you know you'll always kind of like. That's your purse that you wear everywhere. Then you have that gorgeous bag that you want everyone to see you with but the gorgeous bag is usually an asshole or costs a lot of money. Then you have those other purses that you really like but you really don't want to be seen with.'

Lauren: Why do we always compare men to accessories?
Heidi: Because they're disposable like that.

'Why is it that just when you get things together, you hear from the one person who could pull it all apart?'

'You're gonna have bad boyfriends and best friends-turned-enemies. You need to be yourself, you need to work hard, and you'll get there.'

'I trust him as far as I can throw him and I don’t even think I can lift him.'

'There's always that one guy that you will always go back to. Even though you date other people in between, you are always in the back of your mind hoping to run into that guy.'

Lauren to Lo and Stephanie:
'So, which one of you invited Heidi?
I know it wasn't Lo, I was just being nice...'


Lauren: Wait, are we over water?
Lo: Definitely not! We're just on a bridge, it's no big deal...

Lauren to Audrina: 'So he returns your calls, which Justin didn't. He like's to kiss, which Justin didn't. He baths, which Justin didn't. UPGRADE!'

Audrina Patridge: 'You don't let people in, its hard for you and once you do you don't want to let them go and when they fuck up you're like why did you do that to me? I gave you my feelings. I did everything for you, and you screwed me over.'

'Let her come after me... and I'll start a war.'

'Yeah, I'm crazy. Crazy in love with someone who doesn't even care about me.'

'When ever you're ready to grow up, come and find me'

Lauren and Adrina about Justin:

Audrina: It was sick how many girls actually wanted to be near him last night..

Lauren: He must pay them... how would anyone actually want to be near that scum?

Heidi Montag

Conversation about Spencer:

Heidi: How do I even know what he was doing at the bar?

Lauren: I mean, can I be real for a minute..

Heidi: Yeah...

Lauren: He's... he's an asshole!

Heidi: 'my answer is No'

Spencer: 'Sweet, my answer is get out of my car!'

Heidi: School gets in the way of everything. I’m like ready to finish already.

Lauren: Heidi, you haven’t even started here.

Heidi: Heidi's dating service, how may i help you.( on the phone)

Brody: what did you just say?

Heidi: haha.. what are you doin?

Brody: Heidi's dating service, that is hilarious.

Heidi: i'm trying to hook you up.

Heidi: I feel like it’s Christmas at home. Somebody always has to cry.

Lauren: Nobody cries at our Christmas.
Jordan: Yea, who cries at your Christmas?
Heidi: I always cry at my Christmases!
Jordan: Why do you cry?
Heidi: Because I never get the present I want. Holly always gets the –
Everyone: Oh my gosh!!
Heidi: My sister gets all the attention, then we start fighting. Oh my God, you guys have to tell me you families cry at Christmas sometimes.
Jordan: Never.
Jason: Not my family.
Lauren: My family doesn’t cry.
Heidi: You’re such liars. Whatever.

Stephanie Pratt

Stephaine: Your making me cry right now
Spencer: No, your making yourself cry.

Stephanie: It's like wherever they go, drama follows.

Lauren: I don't know if it's as much as it follows...they chase it.

Whitney Port

Whitney about Holly:

'She's like Heidi but without the Spencer.'

Confessions part ?

Here are some confesssions, some are funny, some just emberassing.
But it's not a shame, i'm sure it sounds familiar to a lot of you..

I'm with you..

- if your strategy for fixing things is to... hit them!
- if you hate realizing you're wrong in the middle of an argument but you continue to argue.
- if you knew that song, like, WAY before it was popular.
- if you hate waiting ages for a text back... then you realize you never sent it in the first place.
- if your headphones are ALWAYS tangled.
- if you use your cell phone to see in the dark.
- if you don't get enough sleep because you stay up late for no good reason.
- if you know they're not sorry they did it.... they're sorry you found out.
- if you hate getting all excited about receiving a text... and it's not from the person you wanted.
- if you haven't lost it... you just... haven't found it yet.
- if you think those 5 extra minutes of sleep really make a difference.
- if you pull out your phone and pretend to text in awkward situations.
- if you wish music played during epic moments in your life, like in movies.
- if you hate it when you think of a really good comeback AFTER the argument.
- if you don't understand how you can miss someone's call, call them back IMMEDIATELY, and they don't pick up.
- if you daydream randomly and then realize you're awkwardly staring right at someone else.
- if you have to say the entire alphabet out loud because you can't remember what letter comes next.
- if you and your best friend can say ONE word and almost die from laughing hysterically.
- if you restart the song if you miss your favorite part.
- if you hate when people keep clicking their pens, but you love it when you do.
- if it always seems like everyone is online EXCEPT the person you really want to talk to.
- if you love waking up and finding a text from him/her.
- if you hate people who don't text back.
- if you hate it when someone brings up a mistake you made a long time ago.
- if you restart the song if you miss your favorite part.
- if you delete everything you typed the second you see the other person is typing.
- if you always say "What?" then realize what they said one second later.
- if you stand in the shower for ages because the hot water feels soooo good.
- if you can't STAND writing on paper with pen if the paper is just on the desk.
- if you constantly check your phone hoping to see a message THAT person, even if you know you haven't gotten one yet.

Quotes.

Eva Gabor: 'Love is a game that two can play and both can win. '

Mahatma Ghandi: 'The weak can never forgive. Forgiveness is the attribute of the strong.'

William M. Thackeray: 'To love and win is the best thing. To love and lose, the next best.'

James Dean: 'Dream as if you'll live forever. Live as if you'll die today.'

Olin Miller: 'It's far easier to forgive an enemy after you've got even with him'

Lizz Winstead: 'I think --- therefore I'm single.'

Anita Loos: 'Gentlemen prefer blondes... but gentlemen marry brunettes.'

James Thurber: 'Love is what you've been through with somebody.'

The Notebook: 'The reason it hurts so much to separate is because our souls are connected. '

John Gay: 'We only part to meet again. '

Zsa Zsa Gabor: 'I am a marvelous housekeeper. Every time I leave a man I keep his house.'

the little things..

the best things in life are things where we don't even think about when we see, feel, hear, experience them.

The first kiss with a new love.
Laughing about my own thoughts.
Having a girlsnight out.
Having a good, interesting conversation.
Getting an unexpected compliment.
Getting a text from someone you love on a moment you need it!
Waking up with a smile after a lovely dream!
Waking up before my alarm, realizing I don't have to get up yet.
Laughing so hard my face hurts.
Giggling about something that happened days, weeks, months ago.
Drinking hot chocolate on a cold winter day.
Sleeping in on a cold day while you can hear the rain come down.
Listening to my favorite music, really loud while I'm dancing without any shame (ALONE).
Spending time with my friends, especially the ones where we do 'nothing' and have the best time!
Making eye contact with a cute guy I've never seen before.
Shopping!
Being with my family (on christmas eve).

Any suggestions?

twitter!

Some of my friends told me months ago. Please, make a twitter-account! it's fun!
I refused at first, but now I'm having 2 weeks off and I became pretty bored. I decided to give in.

It's easy, interesting and pretty funny! You can see what your friends, celeberties, or others are doing. & you can tell them what your plans are!
You can follow me on twitter @ http://www.twitter.com/sera_amor

My way or.. NO WAY!

Again I'm here to do some confessions. It has nothing to do with the fact that I shop way to much, that I can't save any money or the fact that I cheated twice since I quit smoking.

I know what I want, and if I want it.. I will make sure I will get it! Sometimes it has backfired on me, but that only made me stronger. I've learned to deal with disappointments and I won't give up easily..

However, it made me realize: Giving up doesn't always mean you're weak. Sometimes it means you're strong enough to let go.
Even knowing this, I still catch myself making plans, about how I'm gonna get my way. Even while I know that letting go would me the most logical.

Does any of this sound formiliar? Be happy about it, because by holding on, you can reach the top!

S.E.X.Y.

Just another new addiction. Do you know the feeling of hearing an old song again, and instantly falling in love with it?

It happened to me yesterday. I was listening to some music of TQ, like bye bye baby (okay i love that song too) and found the song called sexy on youtube. Ofcourse I HAD to watch the video (if you do that you immedeately understand the title). Even the lyrics, it's all sexy. When I send it to some of my friends i got different reactions like 'hmm not my type of music' or 'it's not music I would listen to all the time.. it's more like.. background music.'

He didn't have to explain what he meant with the word background music, I guess if you know the song it's chrystal clear! And if you don't know it, give it a try (look carefully at 1.28, haha pretty funny)